As my last post divulges, I've recently been reconnecting with old friends lately. I have also recently kept myself out of the gay world, dating, flirting, and all those things. Just been too busy and focused on other things.
As I do reconnect with older acquaintances, I am reminded just how often I am sexualized. Innuendoes fly here and there. Bitterness of my rejection there and here. Oh fucken good lord in hell of all things.
Maybe there's a reason why I took a break, eh?
Sometimes it is nice to be frumpy and ugly and totally unnoticeable. Yea, a part of me hates it. But another part of me does not hate it. I wish I could have it both ways.
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